Can you hear me screaming?
Screaming inside these walls you erected around me
Leaving me with nothing but a gun
I suppose you thought I would take my life myself
Maybe you thought I'd go insane
Did you seriously think that I would care?
One little issue in a vast world can't hold me down
I have too much dignity
Friends that I respect
A family that I love
A world to improve
I have a life to live
Your walls can't hold me forever
Fortify them all you want
They will never be tougher than tissue paper
I will break them down
You can try to recapture me
Your will to hold me is weak
My will to live is strong
I adapt to any situatio
You found me drowning at the bottom of an empty cup
While I was trying to wash away my sorrows
You reached for me, when I was falling
Falling in to the darkness
You grabbed me before I reached hell
Just when I thought my life was over
You cared for me, as I dealt with a demon
Ever so carefully not to touch a sore subject
You showed your kindness and slowly showed me the light
Blinding the devil at every turn
You let me come closer and shared the burden of my sin
Shared my sorrow when you didn't need to
Your ocean blue eyes, gave me the hope
That I could see the world with new eyes
Your gentle voice, gave me strength
To not give
Defeating Depression Credo by Just-Mike, literature
Literature
Defeating Depression Credo
I believe in defeating depression. I have seen it before, not knowing what it was, and tried to cheer them up. It wasn't for lack of trying; I just had no clue how to help them. Then I became a victim. Death of my grandfather, death of an aunt, death of a girlfriend, and that was not all of it. It was easy to cover at least in the beginning. Then by the time I thought I should have recovered. I had fallen further than I could cover up. And finally my friends came to my rescue. After suffering for four years, I'd rather not see someone else wallowing. It's hard to watch and even harder to help someone. I believe people want to help, but just d
Life is made of choices
Good or bad
Fate is determined
By which ones you make
Like drinking and driving
Could end your life
Giving up your key
Will prolong your life
Everything is changed by choice
We can make the right choice
But temptation arises
To tempt us toward the bad choices
Fate is changeable
Make the better choice
To live a better life
With words
With thoughts
That we come across
Our mind starts to turn
In many different ways
My mind is open
To all sorts of thing
Like sex and stupidity
We all think the same
You tell me a story
I hear only words
But my mind takes it differently
To my little world
Where everything is pleasant
Well, most of the time
I hear nothing but joy
And a sarcastic type noise
But when it gets invaded
By my other thoughts
It gets twisted
Even demented
And then I get lost
To very impure thoughts
When I realize whats happened
I rewind a bit
Then I just shudder
And ask
How did I get to that?
Hi, I'm Michael
I'm 24 and act like i'm 12
But still act mature
when needed to
I have green eyes
That women can get addicted to
And short blonde hair
I mean really short
A set of freakishly bushy eyebrows
That stand out like a stubbed toe
I love writing and reading
I'm always looking for awesome pictures
And other stories
I love to write what people want to read
It's when there happy
That excites me
I am very odd to say the least
But what people see isn't always me
I have many faces that people see
All of them are fun
And there all me
Happy, excited, determined, and more
people seen the best and worst of me.
This is sho
I've been running out a back door
Everytime I had a chance
Going with what i know
But now im in the thick of it
And taking more than i can stand
And even more than that
I took a look at my lifes map
Just like anyone
All it did was lead to questions
Im starting to see the symmetry
Im lying here tryin to fall in love with home
Staring into mirrors
Lost in my dreams
Bring me back to this world i love
And what for the sign
I am always running
Faster everytime
But u will always find me when i run away
But now i will never slow down
Until I make in your arms this time
And now im running
And moving to fast
With nowhere to go
Roses and chocolates
Nothing to me
The wilt and the melt
And don't last at all
Just give me your heart
And I'll give you mine
For love is eternal
And so is the valentine
Have you felt her?
Her earthquakes of anger
Can you hear her?
As Volcanos erupt in agony
Did you even know you did it?
The earth cries out in pain
Tsunamis of sarrow
We hurt it, slowly
But it was just a matter of time
Before she snapped
Just like all of us
She has a breaking point
Hurricanes of fury
Tornados of wrath
And yet we push forth
We want to better ourselves so much
That we didnt realize what we were doing
Until it was too late
Now we struggle to try and help Mother Nature
But its too late for us
We did too much damage
Now our hope is left in the generations to come
To restore her
To a happy and peaceful state
Can you hear me screaming?
Screaming inside these walls you erected around me
Leaving me with nothing but a gun
I suppose you thought I would take my life myself
Maybe you thought I'd go insane
Did you seriously think that I would care?
One little issue in a vast world can't hold me down
I have too much dignity
Friends that I respect
A family that I love
A world to improve
I have a life to live
Your walls can't hold me forever
Fortify them all you want
They will never be tougher than tissue paper
I will break them down
You can try to recapture me
Your will to hold me is weak
My will to live is strong
I adapt to any situatio
You found me drowning at the bottom of an empty cup
While I was trying to wash away my sorrows
You reached for me, when I was falling
Falling in to the darkness
You grabbed me before I reached hell
Just when I thought my life was over
You cared for me, as I dealt with a demon
Ever so carefully not to touch a sore subject
You showed your kindness and slowly showed me the light
Blinding the devil at every turn
You let me come closer and shared the burden of my sin
Shared my sorrow when you didn't need to
Your ocean blue eyes, gave me the hope
That I could see the world with new eyes
Your gentle voice, gave me strength
To not give
Defeating Depression Credo by Just-Mike, literature
Literature
Defeating Depression Credo
I believe in defeating depression. I have seen it before, not knowing what it was, and tried to cheer them up. It wasn't for lack of trying; I just had no clue how to help them. Then I became a victim. Death of my grandfather, death of an aunt, death of a girlfriend, and that was not all of it. It was easy to cover at least in the beginning. Then by the time I thought I should have recovered. I had fallen further than I could cover up. And finally my friends came to my rescue. After suffering for four years, I'd rather not see someone else wallowing. It's hard to watch and even harder to help someone. I believe people want to help, but just d
Life is made of choices
Good or bad
Fate is determined
By which ones you make
Like drinking and driving
Could end your life
Giving up your key
Will prolong your life
Everything is changed by choice
We can make the right choice
But temptation arises
To tempt us toward the bad choices
Fate is changeable
Make the better choice
To live a better life
With words
With thoughts
That we come across
Our mind starts to turn
In many different ways
My mind is open
To all sorts of thing
Like sex and stupidity
We all think the same
You tell me a story
I hear only words
But my mind takes it differently
To my little world
Where everything is pleasant
Well, most of the time
I hear nothing but joy
And a sarcastic type noise
But when it gets invaded
By my other thoughts
It gets twisted
Even demented
And then I get lost
To very impure thoughts
When I realize whats happened
I rewind a bit
Then I just shudder
And ask
How did I get to that?
Hi, I'm Michael
I'm 24 and act like i'm 12
But still act mature
when needed to
I have green eyes
That women can get addicted to
And short blonde hair
I mean really short
A set of freakishly bushy eyebrows
That stand out like a stubbed toe
I love writing and reading
I'm always looking for awesome pictures
And other stories
I love to write what people want to read
It's when there happy
That excites me
I am very odd to say the least
But what people see isn't always me
I have many faces that people see
All of them are fun
And there all me
Happy, excited, determined, and more
people seen the best and worst of me.
This is sho
I've been running out a back door
Everytime I had a chance
Going with what i know
But now im in the thick of it
And taking more than i can stand
And even more than that
I took a look at my lifes map
Just like anyone
All it did was lead to questions
Im starting to see the symmetry
Im lying here tryin to fall in love with home
Staring into mirrors
Lost in my dreams
Bring me back to this world i love
And what for the sign
I am always running
Faster everytime
But u will always find me when i run away
But now i will never slow down
Until I make in your arms this time
And now im running
And moving to fast
With nowhere to go
Roses and chocolates
Nothing to me
The wilt and the melt
And don't last at all
Just give me your heart
And I'll give you mine
For love is eternal
And so is the valentine
Have you felt her?
Her earthquakes of anger
Can you hear her?
As Volcanos erupt in agony
Did you even know you did it?
The earth cries out in pain
Tsunamis of sarrow
We hurt it, slowly
But it was just a matter of time
Before she snapped
Just like all of us
She has a breaking point
Hurricanes of fury
Tornados of wrath
And yet we push forth
We want to better ourselves so much
That we didnt realize what we were doing
Until it was too late
Now we struggle to try and help Mother Nature
But its too late for us
We did too much damage
Now our hope is left in the generations to come
To restore her
To a happy and peaceful state
You tried to consume me
On that very night
When I was drowning
Drowning in that empty well
With no tears falling
No tear to fill the well
I couldn't cry anymore
I had cried too much
My murdered mother
My K.I.A. Brother
And my father with cancer
All of them gone in the same month
You showed up in my dreams
And fed on my sorrow
You convinced me
There was one way out
To join my family
I believed you
Because I wanted it
And closed my door to the world
But you didn't think I would do it
You dared me
You dared me to try
You wanted me to commit that sin
But my best friend was there
He had wings that night
Just like her
T
You found me drowning at the bottom of an empty cup
While I was trying to wash away my sorrows
You reached for me, when I was falling
Falling in to the darkness
You grabbed me before I reached hell
Just when I thought my life was over
You cared for me, as I dealt with a demon
Ever so carefully not to touch a sore subject
You showed your kindness and slowly showed me the light
Blinding the devil at every turn
You let me come closer and shared the burden of my sin
Shared my sorrow when you didn't need to
Your ocean blue eyes, gave me the hope
That I could see the world with new eyes
Your gentle voice, gave me strength
To not give
Due to my current college semester of a nose crammed in textbooks I had put all writing on hold except for papers and projects. HOPEFULLY (keyword) after my finals are done I can get some writing done for all those who enjoy my writing (or make nice comments out of pity).